Happy 20th Birthday!

I woke up that morning. Looked at my watch, it says 11am, 17/08. Then I was like, shyt, I'm 20 years old today. Damn, time flies and I'm 20. But I feel disappointed, I dun feel any changes. U know ppl say that there is a lot of difference when u get from 10th to 20th, if u know what I mean. It's like some big deal or some sort. This year's birthday is a bit special by my standard. Celebrated with a bunch of wackos at my place, had steambot. Simple and nice. Very very glad that I get to know these guys. Very indeed.
Eventhough things haven't been working out for me this year which I screwed up big time. Really is the worst thing ever to happen to me in life. Perhaps, there is more to come. As the saying goes "Thou shalt not fear...." I know I can put up with this little obstacles, I have to.
Now that I have to switch Uni, which is really sad, I have to waste an extra year in order to complete my degree(Note that I have switch to pure Computer Science now, no more Business) I envy those friends who are doing well in life. I wished I had cherished the moment and appreciated the chance given to me back then but now, it is too late. Shudn't be looking back to what happened. "Learn from mistakes" that's the best advice an adult can give.
Oh well, I guess that's about it from me today. Hopefully I will be writing lot's of this stuffs as I won't be starting classes till October, till then, I might be rotting at home. Hopefully I will get a job or start doing some revision. Cheers, Ben