1st Day...

Exams..
First day of exams...started badly. Choked right before the exams, head was spinning badly during the paper and all in all, did not really prepare well for the paper. That sums up the whole semester.
Fingers crossed, I will probably get a CP for this one, or else you-know-what grade.

Irony...
Received an e-mail from my uncle earlier yesterday night. Says
"Just to let you know Girl gets MU Law. All her hard work of studying paid off."
"Boy, good luck in your exam."

Such a simple e-mail, but it holds lots of meaning in it. The more I think about it, the more it hurts me. It hurts me so much that...I feel like I don't deserve what I have at the moment...

So I decided to chat with my cousin sister = Girl. Congratulated her. And asked her why Law? Was quite surprised actually. Says she is interested. I guess interest plays a very important role in our daily life especially in what ever we do. Interest in studies means will excel in studies? I believe so. We had a normal conversation and talked about how's life, studies etc...and starts talking about how I should enjoy my life as a student etc etc...it's really ironic really, my cousin sister giving me all the advice. She said something, which is sad but true, goes something like this "It's sad that you have taken the road that you are not suppose to". It's half the truth really. I want to do this but it has taken too long for my liking. 1 more year really, not long a distance but still some time away, that's if I pass everything this semester. Next stop, second paper on Thursday. This one shouldn't be a problem. Friday one would be a bit troublesome. Will see how it goes. Time to prep for them.

Pic of the day
Look girlish? Hmm?









Better now?









Signing off,
Disappointed Ben

Prep....for Exams

Updates
I am yet to start any materials and yet my 1st paper is getting nearer with each passing time. Rougly 3-4 days left for me to prepare for my exams. I have exams on the 19th, 22nd, 23rd and finally the last one on the 29th. Again this semester I did terribly on my assessment and this really worries me. One of my subjects requires me to get at least 75% for my final in order to pass it. Sigh, it's make or break.

I went to Uni earlier today after having lunch with my group members. It was just to celebrate one of the members birthday. How ironic it is when I found out that I am the oldest in the group but yet, I don't act like one. I guess age can't judge the maturity of a person. Anyways, I manage to get some work done in Uni, printed out notes and past year papers. Umm, some progress perhaps?

World Cup
It's the 7th day of the competition (I think) and the 1st set of games have completed (Group A already started 2nd set of games). So far, Argentina and Italy have been impressive. Not too sure about Czech since I did not watch the entire game (I could say USA is just crappy). A bit disappointed with the Japanese team, although Australia did well to make an impressive come back. Looking forward to the 2nd set of games, I will most probably pick a number of games to watch cause I need to study remember?

On the side
I stopped raiding this week and hopefully that it continues till the end of exams. I had a couple of weird dreams lately...and I hope I will be able to find time to talk about it on my blog in future.

Something to share...
In life, there are always UPs and DOWNs...so when you are DOWN, think of something that makes you feel good about yourself. Think about the old man that you helped cross the road earlier during the day, how grateful is he to a young man/lady like you. Think about the small change that you drop into the donation box in McDs (not sure if McDs really donate it or keep it for themself)
Keep yourself on track...on the road when you feel like pulling over, just think again on what circumstances you should pull over...when you feel like giving up, think again. Why should you? Then think what lies behind the goal...the finishing line....
Easier said then done...

Short term goal
3 Ps 1 CP, Credit is a bonus.

Last but not least
Photos!!! Who doesn't like them?

Unsure?

Craving for a kiss?

Sigh...I need someone to snap me a decent photo of myself...PST
Anyways, all the best and good luck to all who are having/had their exams (and most importantly myself too!!!)

好好学习！
Ben