1st, 2nd, 3rd day of classes & here comes 2nd week of the semester

Sigh, what a start for the new semester, totally stressed out. Most probably too worried about what's gona happen at the end of the semester. Sigh, I'm "sigh"-ing so much.

Well, of to the topic of the day; Last week was the 1st week of classes, it was alrite, it was like "a small kid who went into a shop full of lollies" (erm, not quite sure whether u readers will get wat I mean, but just drop by a comment or a tag, I will give u a hint =b) n then goes the 2nd n the 3rd day which is pretty much alrite n I soon find out tat this semester I have to work extra hard in order to maintain tat standard set by my ex.

Anyhow, speak about my ex, which I think I shud say, a taboo? Hmm, not sure whether I used the wrong word here, might be a bit offensive but anyways, yea, met up with her yesterday and passed her back her stuffs(not return the stuffs that she gave me, alrite? just stuffs tat she dropped at my place b4 she left).

I tot I got over her, but after I met her yesterday, my mood was really on the swing. Well, I wouldn't give away the details here but yea, I suppose every1 would have guessed.
So, as I write this blog, I felt much better now after I set my mind on something else, I suppose there is nothing much I can do about the relationship, everything was way to 'cold' n I don't even think I have a 2nd chance wif her. Unless...
Well, if it comes, it will come, or else, just die hoping...

Actually, I intended to write more at the beginning of the day, but now it seems all dried out...so I think I will just stop here. 1 more thing, just drop me a tag or a comment, so tat I know ppl really do come n read my blog, or else, I might just stop writing? =b

lil_ben

Answering a Call

Phew...Been ages since I last posted, got my mind slipped off a lil bit for the past 1 month, wif finals, then there was Chinese New Year, then work. This year, well, I celebrated CNY away from home, not exactly celebrated it though but yea, I had dinner wif my boss and my colleagues wich is kinda fun. The fact that it is the 1st time I have a "family dinner" outside so I suppose that's something new. But as always, CNY hasn't been the most interesting for ppl like my age. Well, mebe it's only just me. If I'm not mistaken I did mention in my previous blog that the feeling and atmosphere of celebrating CNY is not there anymore, back when I was a child, I was always so looking forward to CNY but now, nah. Never happen.

Another lonely Valentine's Day, hahaha, like always =b but it's good. Spent some quality time alone, hahaha. Oh yea, almost forgot, got my results like ages ago, well not too bad, not suprised and most importantly never felt any difference from b4, passed all my subjects and hehe, averaged of a distinction =b but yea, as I said, nothing special.

Finally, new semester, new hope. But I'm still in search of life's goal. Wat is ur goal in life? Sometimes makes me wonder, what is the purpose of ur existence? (Too much Naruto =b)
Well, that's a question for every1 to think about. That's it for 2nite.

Lilben